November 27th, 2007
Getting 25th place has never felt so extraordinary.
Last weekend was my first race in eight months. It was my first race since I had 28 holes poked in my femur. First race since I spent six weeks on crutches, and six months doing rehab. It was my fourth time scoring a World Cup top-30 in GS, ever. And I accomplished all of this on just 22 days of training over the last month and a half.
I did not ski my best GS in Panorama last weekend, but simply getting a second run in my first race back since my injury was a tremendous accomplishment. I know that I have much better skiing in me, but just starting the season on such a positive note makes me really optimistic for the rest of the season.
Although Panorama is traditionally an easy hill, the conditions this time around made it quite tough. Because there was such limited snow, only the race hill was skiable, leaving us nowhere to properly warm up prior to the race. They also decided to treat a majority of the gates—basically all right-footers—with water, making the snow extremely hard and icy. The inconsistent and challenging snow made the first run of the race pretty brutal. I definitely didn’t feel good on the exceptionally long course, but I skied well enough to get 25th for the run, and qualify for second run.
I ran fifth second run and definitely felt like I skied a lot better. I got launched pretty big off a roll towards the top of the course, but felt like I recovered and made my way back into the course with satisfactory grace… I was very surprised to be 2.4 seconds out when I came into the finish area. I guess it was one of those runs where I skied decently, but just wasn’t quite fast. Still, finishing 25th for the day, out of 72 racers, was more than respectable.

It is such a relief to have my first race out of the way. Now that I have Panorama under my belt, I feel like such a weight has lifted off my shoulders. All of the apprehension and pressure I felt during my six months of rehab has disappeared.
So often I questioned if making a comeback from my injury in such a limited amount of time was even possible. I wasn’t sure if I was going to be able to compete this season at all, let alone ever again… The severity of my injury was such that I even made alternate life plans, going so far as to arrange to study philosophy in Scotland for a quarter this Fall. Not many people recognize it, but racing last weekend was the most powerful statement I have made in my career.
It blows my mind to think of everything I have gone through over the last six months…and to think how far I have come. Pretty cool.

